- 00:02 - Nervous Arrival & Self-Doubt
- 03:59 - Cancel Culture, Resilience, and Praise
- 11:27 - Self-Hatred, Therapy Exercise, and Art as Fuel
- 15:08 - The Necessity of Suffering for Creativity
- 19:49 - Embracing Wild Expression and Podcasting Risks ️
- 23:41 - Extreme Performance Art: Butt Plugs, Tongues, and Boundary-Pushing
- 30:37 - Glossolalia and Alien Language Discussion
- 34:31 - Obsession, Talent, and Self-Critique
- 39:00 - Psychodrama, Multiple Selves, and Anecdotes
- 46:03 - Family history, pride, and racial banter
- 48:00 - Racism, violence, and the “Chinese virus” discussion
- 53:02 - Choosing restraint, healing, and living slowly
- 1:01:12 - Walking home encounter
- 1:03:50 - Reflections on hate, upbringing, and invisibility
- 1:10:53 - Hitchhiking stories and dangerous hosts
- 1:16:20 - Hitchhiking Nightmare
- 1:18:10 - Intense Confession & Reflection
- 1:23:51 - Congo Expedition for a "Dinosaur"
- 1:31:32 - Jungle Descent & Losing Hope
- 1:33:21 - Survival Breakdown & Near Murder
- 1:39:47 - Rescue by Pygmy Village & Dinosaur Quest Continues
- 1:46:43 - Africa trips & shock of tribal life
- 1:48:01 - Congo horror stories & jungle resilience
- 1:51:51 - Living with the Hadza: hunting, culture & survival
- 2:01:59 - Hunting baboons and adapting to tribal life
- 2:05:04 - Intense hunt details, dogs, and tribal celebration
- 2:13:31 - Art with the kids, staying with the Hadza, and invitation to visit
- 2:17:12 - Life with the Tribe
- 2:22:12 - Elephants: Rescue, Painting, and Majesty
- 2:29:00 - Art, Obsession, and Fame
- 2:32:22 - Lunch interruption & fame dilemma ️
- 2:34:18 - Choosing privacy over TV fame
- 2:35:50 - Pandemic, public life, and personal struggles
- 2:47:33 - Escaping the Mad House & Documentary Style
- 2:48:05 - AA Meetings, Addictions & Warcraft Obsession
- 2:51:22 - First Exposure to Porn, VHS Stories & Modern Risks
- 3:02:43 - Cultural pressure and gaming addiction
- 3:05:50 - Personal addictions, suicide, and helping others
- 3:12:26 - Recovery, identity, and enjoying life
- 3:18:39 - Struggle, Friendship, and Early Trauma
- 3:22:21 - Public Persona, Addiction, and Turning Points
- 3:28:48 - Healing Paths: Ayahuasca, Therapy, and Creativity
- 3:33:40 - Forming the Band and Early Shows
- 3:34:33 - Choosing Between Music and Comedy
- 3:35:43 - Intensive Outpatient Experience and Boundaries ️
- 3:48:52 - Teaching adults to play and heal
- 3:49:40 - Being photographed while sleeping — violation and reaction
- 3:50:57 - Show invites, sponsorships, and sign-off ️