- 00:00 - Childhood in a Cult ️
- 02:18 - Leader’s Abuse and Control
- 05:24 - Family Histories and Commune Plans ️
- 15:02 - Commune move and communal labor
- 16:14 - Medical neglect and infant deaths
- 23:01 - Abuse, discipline, and isolation in the church
- 30:03 - Childhood schooling & hunger
- 32:06 - Abuse, control, and family separation
- 36:21 - Kicked out, rescues, and being chosen by the pastor
- 45:06 - Leaving the Fellowship & First Restaurant Experience
- 49:11 - Abuse, Control Tactics, and Attempts to Silence Victims ️
- 55:50 - Intervention, Child Services, and Aftermath
- 1:00:08 - Financial abuse and profiteering
- 1:01:35 - Violent punishments and expulsions
- 1:03:52 - Aftermath: homelessness, survival, and recovery
- 1:15:11 - Hospitalization and Morphine Drip
- 1:16:06 - Reflection, Family Changes, and Living Situation
- 1:23:26 - Drinking, Legal Trouble, and Turning Point
- 1:30:12 - Moving to Bend & Diversion Classes
- 1:31:38 - AA, Jiu-Jitsu & Recovery Routine
- 1:33:53 - Working in Mental Health & Family Life ️
- 1:45:13 - Leaving Faith and Finding Purpose
- 1:46:37 - Young Life Camp Experiences and Doubts ️
- 1:49:37 - Healing, Therapy, and Helping Others ️
